Not much for this post, just a small message.
Something I find helpful in my life is using characters as role models or to help me get through things. The characters I use most are Legolas, Draco Malfoy, and Diaval. I use Legolas when I get nervous, because there's no one more calming than him. Draco is someone I can easily sympathize with when I'm feeling misunderstood. Diaval is for several reasons: he knows what's important, so he's basically my sense. He also is loyal and patient.
These characters may help you, or you may use other characters.
As that one meme says: "They may not be real to you, but they are real to me."